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The Trial

Years after being separated from her daughter Alyssa, the Brittany Phillips case finally heads to trial.

Dawn Ferguson, the prosecutor on the case elucidates the challenges of convincing a jury that a mother could engage in such abuse against her own child. After six months of review and preparation, the legal team enters the courtroom armed with reams of eyewitness accounts and, most damningly, Brittany’s grisly search history.

Detective Mike Webber walks us through the complications of the trial and unpacks why the judicial system is not equipped to handle this form of abuse. Throughout the trial, the Waybourns strive to protect Alyssa but ultimately, the now seven-year-old girl has to take the stand to testify against her mother.

Despite the undeniable evidence against Brittany, the verdict takes a shocking turn.

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Andrea: [00:00:00] Nobody should believe me is a production of large media. That’s l a r j media. Before we begin a quick warning that in this show we discuss child abuse and this content may be difficult for some listeners. If you or anyone you know is a victim or survivor of medical child abuse, please go to munchhausen to connect with professionals who can help people believe their eyes.

That’s something that actually is so central to this whole. Issue and into people that experience this is that we do believe the people that we love when they’re telling us something. I’m Andrea Dunlop, and this is, nobody Should Believe me up until now. We’ve covered a lot of what’s happened on the c p s and family.

Court side of this case, and we’ve also talked a lot about Mike’s investigation into Brittany Phillips. This was the first medical child abuse case that he worked on that actually went to trial, and the way it plays out is really interesting. I sat down with [00:01:00] Don Ferguson, the prosecutor who took this case to trial.

You entered the situation when the case was going to trial, right?

Dawn Ferguson: Yes. It had already been indicted. I’m trying to remember. I wanna say it had been pending for a while cuz I think I was probably the second or third prosecutor that had had hands on it at the time and it, it had been set for trial. Now you can be set for trial, at least here in Tarrant County for two, three years before you actually get to trial.

That was, I think it had been on the trial docket for a while. And you know, my first role was really just getting acquainted with it and that took, I. Several months, three to six months of just meeting with doctors and reading the file and learning all of the terminology. I mean, at the time I had no idea what a G button or anything was.

Can you explain what a G button is? Yeah, so a G button is the feeding device that is used. For some [00:02:00] kids when they have legit issues processing milk, or if some kids, when they’re babies, if they can’t breastfeed and they’re not taking the bottle and it gets to be so necessary that they’re not gaining weight, the doctors will start with an NG tube, which is like the nose tube that milk goes through to keep them thriving.

And then if that doesn’t work, they do a G button, which is a. Feeding tube that goes directly into the stomach. And that’s a surgical procedure. That’s a surgical procedure. Um, because they have to make an incision and, and put the tube directly into their stomach. But it is a surgical procedure. And when you relate it to the legal field, anytime you’re having surgery, you know, we call that serious bodily injury of you’re making.

A child get a procedure that they didn’t need. So there was just so much terminology that we had to learn. And then a lot of [00:03:00] it was once we got through all the paper and reading it, it was going to cooks and meeting with these actual physicians and going to Dallas, um, because there were, she had kind of split the doctors between cooks and Dallas.

And so a lot of it was just, Plain dumb. Although I didn’t have to play cuz I really was like, please teach me and tell me what this means and break it down. Because you know, going through medical files on any case is not easy cuz you’re having to google what all the medical terms mean. But a lot of it was just reading it and then going and.

Having sit downs with all the various doctors.

That sounds like a lot of,

Andrea: took a long time. Yeah. Yeah. I imagine. Took a long time, several months of prep. You know, a normal case as a prosecutor, you can get ready for a normal case in a few weeks, but something like this, I think we had at least, I. Six months to get it ready.

Wow. So just the workload is just way bigger than,

Dawn Ferguson: yeah. And I mean, when you had something like that, that you [00:04:00] knew, you know, once when I came into it, we knew that trial was inevitable. So I remember having to put a lot of my old cases, At the time, you probably have like 50 to a hundred cases as a prosecutor, but a lot of ’em had to kind of get the cold shoulder so you could focus on, on this one.

Andrea: Detective Mike Weber explained that this process is a lot more complicated than what you might be familiar with from watching episodes of Law and Order.

Detective Mike Webber: You know, on TV they always just show you guilty and then they pronounce sentence. Well, that’s not the way it works. You have the guilt innocence phase.

In, in Texas, that can be either to the judge or the jury. It’s the defendant’s choice. And she chose a jury trial. If you’re found guilty, then you go to punishment. And in punishment, what we call extraneous bad acts, basically any other crime you’ve committed can come in. Guilt innocence is focused on this particular crime, right?

So let’s say Brittany, she didn’t, but let’s say Brittany [00:05:00] had a previous sexual assault conviction. Well, we can’t talk about that in guilt innocence. We can in punishment. Because then we can talk about all the bad things she’s done in her life. Yeah.

Andrea: Like how bad of an actor is this person? Right. How much of a menace are they to society sort?

Detective Mike Webber: Right. Guilt innocence is a picture of this abuse. The slap was not allowed in during guilt innocence. Now certain things should be allowed to come in and the slap should have come in under, under Texas law. And why do you feel, why, why that? Because it shows the prior relationship between the victim and the suspect.

Right. So’s lack. There’s actually law that that says that’s why it should come in. Oh, okay. To show that in a child abuse case. But the judge, uh, I, and I really ha, I, I admired this judge. He’s a darn good judge. I just think he was trying to make it fair. And that’s not, that’s not your role. Your role is to interpret the law.

And again, you have a judge who’s never seen one of these cases, right. And he’s putting it in a box that it doesn’t belong. So

Andrea: he’s seeing them as sort of these compartmentalized incidents. Correct. Rather than a then

Detective Mike Webber: a whole pattern, than a [00:06:00] whole pattern.

Andrea: Getting a judge to understand this was one thing, but it was Dawn’s job to present it to a judge and jury in a way that they could grasp, and it was hard even for her to wrap her head around.

Dawn Ferguson: I mean, I remember being skeptical at first and talking with Mike about, you know, the different cases that he had seen, but Brittany was different because of the facts of the case. I struggle with. You know, I still struggle with understanding why people do this and whether it’s a mental illness or not. I still struggle with that because part of me thinks something’s gotta be wrong with you in order to do that, but, I could never have tried her and put all the effort into the case if I had doubts about her innocence.

That’s, you know, prosecutor 1 0 1 of, you’ve got, you know, if you have any doubt, your job as a prosecutor is not to convict. It’s to [00:07:00] do what’s right in the end, and sometimes what’s right in the end is dismissing a case or. Giving probation a versus this or being lenient as opposed to being harsh.

Andrea: I thought it was really interesting listening to Don Ferguson, who’s an experienced prosecutor, struggle with this question of the horror of this abuse and this question of whether or not.

Someone would have to be mentally ill to commit it. And I just wanna remind you, as we’ve talked about a lot on this show though, there is a mental disorder associated with this abuse. It is not the kind of mental illness that makes someone less culpable. For a crime. These offenders understand right from wrong.

They’re not having delusions and they understand what they’re doing. It can take a really long time for one of these cases to go to trial, even after an indictment, and this is very tough on the family involved, and in many cases, the suspected offender still may have full [00:08:00] visitation with a child while all of this is happening.

And even if they have supervised visitation, if that’s supervised by a family member who doesn’t believe the abuse is happening, as happened in my sister’s case, and as happened in Mary Welch’s case, which we heard about, this can mean that an alleged offender can have full access to their child. I wanted to talk to the way Burns about what this strange interim period was like for them.

This was several years between you guys taking Alyssa into your home and the trial. Did Brittany have visitation throughout that whole period of time?

Laura Waybourn: No, she didn’t. There was a point where c p s closed their case and they left it up to us to terminate her rights. Whenever we close the case. We made an agreement.

There was still gonna be visitation at that time, but there was some very strongly worded rules, and pretty [00:09:00] soon after those visitations, I. Had started, Brittany broke those rules and we were able to stop the visits within just a few months of that, which was the single best thing that happened. And then, you know, it, it did take years.

It took forever, it seemed like forever and ever and ever for the criminal trial to happen.

Andrea: And what was the trial like for you?

Sheriff Bill Waybourn: You know, it was longer than I thought it would be, but the biggest anxiety I had during that trial. Was putting Alyssa through the trauma of testifying, and she did remarkable.

How old was she at the time? Let’s see, I’m thinking seven.

Andrea: So she’s seven years old and she has to go testify against her and not against her biological

Sheriff Bill Waybourn: mother, and not only testify against her biological mother. Now, all this was the most amazing thing. Laura and I were both witnesses, so we couldn’t enter the courtroom, so we had.

People who were connected to us and who loved Alyssa and our first grade teacher, Stevie Benford, was a hero that day. Stevie is [00:10:00] front and center, and Alyssa loved Stevie. And Stevie loved Alyssa, so she knew she was among friends and that baby testified against and and told all of the things that she told.

And then she stood up and she was asked to pull up her shirt so that people could see the scars. And there’s, and you can quickly see those, the scars that she’ll carry forever. So that happened. But the most miraculous things that happened is Brittany’s sitting right there in the courtroom. She’s sitting at the defense table right in front of the witness stand.

Alyssa comes off of there. Stevie grabs her by the hand, goes out the court doors where we’re waiting to leave with her to go get ice cream. I believe it was. And Alyssa took Laura’s hand and they’re walking down the hallway. But it was like, I didn’t see Brittany anywhere in the courtroom, mom. I didn’t see her God’s protection.

Laura Waybourn: I testified basically to some of the stuff that I observed Brit to be like prior to, you know, Alyssa being [00:11:00] placed with us. And then I also testified to some of the things that Alyssa had done after she came to live with us. She had a couple of very specific things that she did that were. For lack of a better term, good for the case.

One time she was acting like she was choking and making this weird noise, and I asked her, what is that? And she said, mama, Brittany. That’s what she called her. Mama Brittany told me to do that for the doctors I. And so, you know, that came in, we talked about her walking on her toes. She walked on her toes all the time and she had said that Mama Brittany made her practice doing that, going up and down the stairs and, you know, that was another thing to do for the doctor.

Andrea: And, and what was that meant to demonstrate? I don’t know

Laura Waybourn: for sure, but I think probably, you know, toe walking can be. Related to a lot of different things. One thing is a lot of autistic children will toe walk, and so I don’t So like a developmental something? Yeah. Okay. Just to, just to, yeah. And I, I think that that’s what led to the [00:12:00] braces on the legs.

So I mean, we, we had to work really hard to get her to walk on her flat feet. That was part of her therapy program was just walking.

Andrea: Detective Mike Weber explains to us why neither he nor the Webers could be present. During most of the testimony,

Detective Mike Webber: I was under what’s called the rule in Texas. They simply call it the rule. And what the rule is, is if you’re a witness in a case, the defense can, or the prosecution can invoke the rule, which means you cannot sit in the courtroom during other people’s testimony.

So the only testimony I saw, Was well my own when I was in the courtroom and I saw closing arguments. Those are the only things that I saw during court. Now I can speak to my testimony. When I testified, it became clear that the defense’s strategy was to blame it on doctors. I mean, it’s the only, it’s the [00:13:00] only strategy that you’re, that they’re going to have is to play on the ignorance of the jury about what this is and how this happens.

And they attempted to play on that. One of their arguments was that she didn’t even have time to read the piece on the lady in Austin who poisoned her child

and was caught on video surveillance when she Googled that on her computer and found that article. She only had it open for two minutes before she started Googling poop and feeding tube pee veins, pee and blood, and that she didn’t have time to fully read that article on her computer.

That was their argument. That was one of their arguments during trial. I do know that Bri Britney sat at the table, tried to look as dumb as possible, pretended. To just look lost. This was noticed by our prosecutors, by everyone. She, I felt that she was plain dumb. There was something that we forgot to do because frankly, none of us thought of it.

I mean, we, we hadn’t worked these cases, and this became a motion that the defense [00:14:00] filed and then a pretty smart move on their part. Our argument, what she was charged with was we’re putting feces in, which caused a polymicrobial blood infection. The defense’s argument was that it was a contaminated test.

Well guess who I never interviewed And guess who we, we didn’t have a statement from the phlebotomist who took the test and we didn’t have anyone who could testify that the test was taken. That was a defense’s argument cuz we didn’t have the phlebotomist on our witness list. Thank God we had one of the nurses who was in the room when she took the test on our witness list, but they made a big deal that we didn’t have the phlebotomist testify and that Alyssa could have put the poop in the feeding tube bar or central line herself.

To me that make no sense, but to a jury looking at a mom, a crying mom, it can be a different picture. And a

Andrea: jury who’s just been told one of the most wild pieces of information they’ve probably ever heard in their lives.

Detective Mike Webber: Correct? I mean, you’re talking about an abuse pattern that is pretty jaw-dropping, right?

The people, [00:15:00] hell, I don’t see in my regular life, much less a regular person with a normal job seeing theirs. It’s just, um,

Andrea: I think that it’s really like you can’t understate the layers of sort of horror and disbelief people have to work through, and we didn’t have videotape.

Detective Mike Webber: Right. We didn’t have her videotaped doing this.

We had, this was a, this was a completely circumstantial case. We tried her on her computer records and her behavior in the hospital and a pattern of abuse and, and you have to connect those, all of those dots. And the jury had to do that whenever they got in, in into jury deliberations.

Andrea: I. The period of time where the jury is deliberating is really stressful for both sides.

As Don Ferguson explains,

Dawn Ferguson: I mean, there is nothing worse than waiting on a jury verdict and having no idea what they’re saying in there, or if they’re getting along or if they’re. Arguing over what they need to be arguing over. [00:16:00] Cuz some juries will send you notes with questions and sometimes the questions are really dumb and, and you wanna respond like, why are you wasting your time on this?

That has nothing to do. Don’t worry about it. Yeah. Right. Don’t, don’t be worrying about that. But you can’t tell them anything. So when they send out dumb questions, all the judge can say is, Please keep deliberating. I cannot comment on that.

Andrea: The outcome of the trial was not what anyone expected or what anyone wanted.

Laura Waybourn: I was devastated. It was so disappointing that the evidence could have been given and clearly demonstrated, and somebody still didn’t buy it.

Dawn Ferguson: It was just devastating At the end of the trial, you know, we had a hung jury. I would almost rather lose and just have the closure of a not guilty verdict than getting a hung jury because you’re like, I’ve been working on this case for months.

Am I gonna have to do this all over again? You know, are we gonna be able to get a plea out of it? There were just so many [00:17:00] unknowns for several

Laura Waybourn: weeks. I mean, people just, they just don’t believe that a mother could do that or that, you know, a mother could figure out how to do that, or that a mother would wanna do that or that.

I mean, one person couldn’t find her guilty.

Dawn Ferguson: We had 11 people that said that they were leaning towards guilty, and we had one guy that wasn’t, and the male that admitted that he was never gonna change his mind because he didn’t think we had proven the case. He was a dentist, so he was in the medical field.

And that was something that we debated of like, do we wanna leave people on the jury that have a medical background or do we not? And you know, we were frustrated with that aspect of, cuz I think in his mind he knew what he thought about medical child abuse and he was like, there’s no way that she would’ve done that.

Like, you can’t, you can’t tell me that she would’ve done that. And so he did get stuck on the. She’s [00:18:00] crazy or mentally ill and didn’t vote, but it ended up working out in the end because when you get a hung jury like that, you have to make a decision. Do we retry the case and try this with a panel of 12 people and see if we can convince them, or do we try to.

Negotiate and reach a plea bargain. And luckily, Brit was willing to sign for prison time as opposed to going to another trial. So we reached a plea deal where she admitted that she did it, which was the big deal of like, she had never, you know, she pleaded not guilty the entire time and would never admit what she did, but in the end, we got a guilty plea out of her and she took five years in prison.

Sheriff Bill Waybourn: She pled guilty, admitted guilt in the courtroom and took a five year sentence. Now, do I think she believed that when she said it? Probably not. But I think her attorneys was saying, you know, you could face a long time in prison. And so she took the plea and we were there. We were there during that plea.

Laura and I were, so that was [00:19:00] a significant moment.

Andrea: How did that feel to hear her say that she had done those things?

Sheriff Bill Waybourn: Well, It had felt like that we had reconciled a few things. It, it felt good. It felt like that’s great. Is there, there’s any question in anybody’s life. We can go back to that and say, she admitted it right here at that moment, in that time.

Now she can come back and say she doesn’t. She was lying. But at that moment before district judge in the state of Texas, she said she was guilty and very

clearly it wasn’t, it wasn’t any mumbling. It was very clear that he made her admit

Laura Waybourn: to that. I was glad that it was gonna be over and that Alyssa wouldn’t have to testify again.

But, you know, five years that just. Five years is, is not a reasonable sentence for what she did to Alyssa. It’s just not, that didn’t feel like justice. No. No, it didn’t. And at least her being in prison, some was comforting to me. But [00:20:00] to know that she would get out before Alyssa was even grown, you know, I would’ve liked to see her stay a bit longer.

Andrea: Bill and Laura Wayburn weren’t the only family members who were let down by the amount of time that Britney was given with her plea deal. Faith Preston, Laura, and Bill Weber’s niece, who is a big part of building the case against Bri. Britney felt the same way.

Faith Preston: All of us were very upset at that point and kind of, I don’t know, it felt like.

Justice wasn’t served at all. Like nobody was protecting this child that we were all fighting so hard to protect. And they let her down. They let our whole family down really. And then whenever I found out that she took a plea in Dallas, I was like, finally some justice. She’s not gonna get be with her kid anymore.

And it was great. So there was kind of, it was kind of a rollercoaster, like everybody was kind of down. And then finally, I don’t think she served enough time. She should still be sitting in there. So I’m thankful that she can’t have any interaction with Alyssa

Andrea: regardless of [00:21:00] the trial outcome. Laura Wayburn was very resolute about one thing

Laura Waybourn: I can tell you that I wasn’t giving her back to Brittany.

I can say that I knew that Brit had almost killed her and I couldn’t have given her back. I would’ve just laid over and died before that would’ve happened. Cso, Laura, like

Andrea: you’re the hero of this story too. I mean, I’m serious because without you to advocate for that and to push so hard, cuz I know you and Bill, I mean this was so much work on your behalf and so much money that you guys had to put into this to be able to get.

Alyssa, it’s

Laura Waybourn: never about the money, but of course it costs money to hire lawyers because, you know, you don’t have a, a voice in the courtroom otherwise, I mean, whenever I say I wasn’t gonna give her back, I wasn’t gonna like run to Mexico or something with her. You know, we have to, because my husband’s in law enforcement.

We have to obey law. We just have to. [00:22:00] But we had enough evidence to know that she was unsafe, and so any reasonable person seeing it is entirely different than, you know, a jury completely ruling on it. Obviously. Unfortunately, I still don’t understand how that happened.

Andrea: Have you had any contact with Brittany at all?

Since, I mean, since the trial?

Laura Waybourn: No. She used to occasionally send things to the house, but no, not since she went to prison. There’s been no contact whatsoever, and I don’t expect to

Andrea: have any. If you could say anything to Brittany, what would you say to Brittany? Here’s what I would say

Laura Waybourn: to her. I would say, I hope that you can take responsibility for what you did to Alyssa.

I hope that you can move forward in life and have a successful and productive life staying away from all children. Always. I. Because there are [00:23:00] consequences for your behavior and that needs to be one of them. You need to never have anything to do with children ever again. And other than that, I wish you well and stay away from us.

That’s what I would say. We have a great big God who obviously has protected Alyssa and she is a. Wonderful and strong young lady, and she’s fine, even though you know somebody almost killed her.

Andrea: This last bit of the interview with Laura Weyburn leaves me with some really big feelings, and I think there are a lot to be said about what justice looks like in any of these cases and sort of this lasting anger.

That a lot of us who’ve been through these cases have for the people that we feel looked the other way. So in this case, the juror in, in my case, some [00:24:00] folks that I outlined in the previous episode, and I love the idea that God was looking out for Alyssa and she deserves that, but I wonder where. God is for the rest of these kids that don’t get what they deserve, and that’s just a hard thing to live with.

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Nobody Should Believe Me is produced by large media. Our music is by Johnny Nicholson and Joel spac. Special thanks to our lead producer, Tina Noll and our editor Travis Clark.[00:25:00]

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Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 04RetaliationNote: This episode contains sensitive content related to child abuse and suicide. Listener discretion is advised. Beata Kowalski’s tragic death by suicide in January of 2016 is at the center of the $220...

Special Report: Watching Take Care of Maya (re-release)
Season 03 | Episode 05

The Women

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 05The WomenIn the flattened version of the Maya Kowalski story that has dominated the headlines, Beata Kowalski is a mother who fell prey to age-old biases against women. This story attaches itself to the well-documented...

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Season 03 | Episode 06

The Believers Part 1

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 06The Believers Part 1In today’s episode, Andrea seeks an outside perspective on the controversial Maya Kowalski case. Laura Richards, host of Crime Analyst and cohost of the Real Crime Profile podcast, joins Andrea to...

Special Report: Watching Take Care of Maya (re-release)
Season 03 | Episode 07

The Believers Part 2

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 07The Believers Part 2As the Kowalski v Johns Hopkins All Childrens trial barrels forward, new information comes to light each day about what really happened to Maya Kowalski during her time in the hospital. In part 2 of...

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Season 03 | Episode 08

Trial of the Century

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 08Trial of the CenturyWith a verdict in the case days away, host Andrea Dunlop unpacks some of what’s happened so far in the Kowalski v Johns Hopkins All Childrens trial with lawyer and trial consultant Jonathan Leach....

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Season 03 | Episode 09

The Verdict

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 09The VerdictAndrea and special guest Bex (aka our Florida pediatrcian friend) process the shocking verdict in the Maya Kowalski trial. After 9 weeks of testimony, the jury awarded the Kowalski family nearly $300 million...

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Season 03 | Episode 10

The Verdict Part 2

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 10The Verdict Part 2Andrea checks in with lawyer and trial consultant Jonathan Leach hours after the Kowalski verdict comes down. They talk about the judge’s decision to disallow testimony from the defense on medical...

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Season 03 | Episode 11

Star Witness

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 11Star WitnessAs we continue to process the far-reaching implications of the shocking verdict in the Kowalski case, we take a closer look at Maya Kowalski’s testimony and what we know about her. She’s emerged as a...

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Season 03 | Episode 12

System Override

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 12System OverrideWith the jury's stunning $242 million verdict in favor of the Kowalski family, host Andrea Dunlop looks at why this case has struck such a nerve on both sides of the political spectrum. She examines why...

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Season 03 | Episode 13

What Now?

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 13What Now?Just when we thought the endless saga of Kowalski v Johns Hopkins All Childrens was turns out it might only be beginning. In this episode, lead attorney for the Johns Hopkins All Childrens defense...

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Season 03 | Episode 14

Media Circus

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 14Media CircusThis week Andrea examines how the harrowing and complex story of the Maya Kowalski case turned into a pop culture moment, and spread dangerous misinformation in the process. We continue our conversation...

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Season 03 | Episode 15

The Trials of Dr. Sally Smith (Season Finale: Part 1)

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 15The Trials of Dr. Sally Smith (Season Finale: Part 1)In an exclusive interview with Dr. Sally Smith, host Andrea Dunlop travels to Florida to speak to the embattled child abuse pediatrician about her life and work and...

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Season 03 | Episode 16

Bad Press (Season Finale: Part 2)

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 16Bad Press (Season Finale: Part 2)In the second part of our exclusive interview with Dr. Sally Smith, we discuss how the media coverage of her reached a fever pitch and turned her life and career upside down. We explore...

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Season 03 | Episode 17

Dangerous Women (Season Finale: Part 3)

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 17Dangerous Women (Season Finale: Part 3)In the third and final installment of our exclusive interview with Dr. Sally Smith, she shares her side of what happened in the Maya Kowalski case, revealing how perilous Maya’s...

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What Jack Knew

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 18What Jack KnewAs we prepare to launch Season Four next month, we’re revisiting the subject of Season Three—the landmark Kowalski v. Johns Hopkins All Children’s verdict, in which a jury awarded Jack Kowalski more than...

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Season 03 | Episode 19

What Happened to Beata?

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 19What Happened to Beata?This week's episode delves into the intricate details surrounding Beata Kowalski's death, which was central to the Kowalski's lawsuit against Johns Hopkins All Children's, as well as the...

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Season 03 | Episode 20

Kowalski Case Update with Ethen Shapiro

Share this episodeSEASON 03 | EPISODE 20 Kowalski Case Update with Ethen Shapiro Join Andrea as she delves back into the ongoing legal battle of Kowalski v. Johns Hopkins All Children's Hospital, with Ethen Shapiro, the lead defense attorney for Johns...

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